Archive for August, 2008

Vista

Friday, August 22nd, 2008

Ok I’ve been having some trouble with my comp lately… Can’t install anything, can’t play anything. Damn annoying as hell.

Maybe I’m just being a newfag with vista but no graphical quality is worth this bullshit.. Back to XP for me.

Sorry I left baby… I won’t do it again! At least not until they work out all the bugs in vista..

My life… Flashing before my eyes… No wait.

Monday, August 18th, 2008

No I’m not dying or dead yet ladies and gents.

I feel like there’s a chain of misfortunes lately for the people around me. And I don’t know why… But it feels eerily similar to my own set of misfortunes last year.

Uber lulz.

I feel that karma gave me a chance to be in the specator’s seat rather than in the ring experiencing the beatdown for once. That’s how I look like? Man no wonder the guys were pissed. Well it’s safe to say that none of my friends have actually reached MY personal best for being down, but they’re getting there.

I’m just a bit disappointed I guess. After all their preaching and telling me to "go find someone new" and "just forget about her", they’re actually moping a lot more than I expected.

I know moping is fine and all but come on guys… I never thought you as ones who would lay down for more than a week. Keep this up and you’ll become me in no time!

No wait.. That’s not good…

17 august

Friday, August 15th, 2008

Today’s the 15th of August. Only 2 more days to our nation’s independence ladies and gents.

Why the school holds their festivities today is something I seriously don’t wanna know. So much noise dammit! Think of the children why don’cha?

Or at least about the people living nearby… Fuck now I know how my neighbors feel when the school holds some sort of crap fest thingy.

God fucking assholes…

Mangdu

Tuesday, August 12th, 2008

So I’ve been going to mangdu to run some errands lately. Amazing since I sorta hate that place to hell. The cigarette smoke, the cheap ass chinese and the dreaded HAGGLING.

Ugh.

But if you’re fine with all the above and exceptionally good with the third one, then by all means, mangdu’s the best place to look for electronics and stuff like that.

So all in all, as much as I hate the atmosphere of the place, when push comes to shove, mangdu’s the only choice I got. Funny how some of people’s relationships are a bit like mine with the electronic haven.

Ever been in those relationships where you hate a guy but when shit happens he’s the only chance you got? That’s something worth pondering.

Pain

Monday, August 11th, 2008

People never cease to amaze me.

They bitch and moan about all the shit they’re going through(like I am right now) and yet without it, where would they be?

Sure peace would be great the first few weeks, but without turmoil and problems to spice things up can we really be called alive?

Pain is great for namely two things:
1. It’s so horrible that there’s no way you’ll do a stupid thing twice if you get hurt on the first.
2. It’s a sign that you’re still alive.

A lot of people need pain to define who, what they are. This addiction to pain is amusing at most because of the fact that even though we say we don’t like getting hurt, it’s what keeps us alive.

Good job humanity.

Shot down

Monday, August 11th, 2008

To be honest I don’t really know what to do with my life right now.
I just applied to a uni a few days ago and my intake is in January (this karma shit is working after all) so I’ve just been bored out of my skull lately.

I’ve been trying to get myself into a relationship again, as advised by some people, and let’s just say that it’s not going very well. Can’t even go on a single date with just about anyone. Apparently people aren’t into witty sarcastic remarks anymore. Go figure.

Is it my fault that the people I’m interested in aren’t interested in me? Oh wait… Yes it is. I dunno if it’s the sarcasm but I can’t seem to connect with rapid succession with anyone these days. I mean some won’t even reply my text messages dammit. It’s not like I’m going after you deary, I just need someone to frickin’ talk to.

Shooting people down before they even take off should be fucking illegal.

“Feel Better” lines

Monday, August 11th, 2008

"We learn through mistakes", "What doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger"

Ok, these two lines have been WAY overused these last couple of decades. Not really a big fan of both cause I think they’re crap talk used to make you feel better when you fuck something up.

"We learn through mistakes."
Don’t really have anything against this one. At least not until it’s said for the THIRTIETH time. I mean seriously. The whole trial and error thing is nice and all, but when you screw things up one too many times, it’s time to start thinking bout doing something else that you’re good at. But the spirit of man is undying, so meh.

"What doesn’t kill you, only makes you stronger."
Sure buddy, but note that that which does not kill you, MAY render you helplessly immobile, crippled or stuck in a vegetative state. I mean sure the idea that you survived an ordeal may just be the thing you need to get through another but also bear in mind that if your mind isn’t strong enough, it’s more likely to leave you traumatized than motivated. Which is sort of why I disagree with this statement.

Fresh Start

Monday, August 11th, 2008

Hey guys.
Me again.

Dunno if anyone reads this shit, but I’m just gonna think some people still give a damn. Which is why I’m writing this right now.

Haven’t updated in about what? 2 years?
Just didn’t have any sudden strikes of inspiration and I didn’t really think that anyone needs to know the details to my life.

So anyway I’m writing again.
So, if anyone actually reads this, you’ll probably see some posts from here on out.